In the last week, we spent some time apart. I didn't get to see him on his birthday and I watched his team play their football game without him. It was nice to have a break, but by the end of the week, I was ready to have him home. In that time, I have been reading, saw a children's psychologist, tried to find answers to how I can be a better parent to my child so when he gets back, I could have a fresh start.
When I saw his sweet face yesterday, all I could think is that I love him more than life and there is nothing else I can do better than that. I realized that simply. I love my son.
I love that he has wonderful curiousity and a desire to learn

I love that he will eat anything I put in front of him - ANYTHING

I love that he enjoys a movie and BIG bowl of popcorm, just like his mom

I love that even though he gets so scared, he trusts me when I tell him it will all be okay, so he will forge ahead and conquer his fears, just because he believes me.

I love his sweet, gentle nature. He is always so sweet to animals and little children.
I love my son because no matter the mistakes I have made (and there are many) he always forgives me and loves me unconditionally.
No matter what struggles we have, we have each other.